Are you open to help, do you want to never feel depress/suicidal again? or do you find comfort in it. I had a good couple of days and I honestly missed feeling like crap. As weird as it sounds. But this IS me and I've grown to kinda accept it. So my question is, would you rather e 'cured' of all the bad stuff you feel and your past? or would you rather end life/go on as normal?