Do you watch Dr Who? Have you seen the episode with the army of weeping angels, and in the forest on the spaceship there's a light.... The Dr says it's time ruining out. And if you walk into the light your friends, comrades, everyone will forget you. Won't even remember your name. The Dr says if you walk into the light it will erase your very existence. You won't just die; it'll be that you never lived at all.... I watched that and I thought; I'd walk into that light. I have a good life with genuine friends, loving family, a good partner, a job with success and ambition... I'm recovering from depression and I've been improving well... But... I'd walk into that light, in an instant, and I'd be convinced that both I and the world would be better off. Sometimes getting better is still so difficult. And sometimes recovery seems still so very far away..