When we think of suicide there's an endless amount of problems that go with that. The biggest being how to do it. Most ways can cause a lot of pain, leave a mess for others, or not succeed but cause permanent damage.
I though, hardly ever think of the word "suicide" or how to "kill" myself. I always think of the term "check out" I would like to just check out. To be able to walk up to a check out desk somewhere and say "I'm too tired i can't do this anymore i want to check out" And the person behind the desk would say "ok sir" and take care of things and then lead me to a door I can walk thru and be in the afterlife. No more pain, no more loneliness. Be at peace.
I though, hardly ever think of the word "suicide" or how to "kill" myself. I always think of the term "check out" I would like to just check out. To be able to walk up to a check out desk somewhere and say "I'm too tired i can't do this anymore i want to check out" And the person behind the desk would say "ok sir" and take care of things and then lead me to a door I can walk thru and be in the afterlife. No more pain, no more loneliness. Be at peace.