I've stretched out my suicide for a while hoping things would get better. Fuck no! Shit keeps hitting the fan leaving me covered in more shit. I know I'm going to go through with this but I can't shake the pain I'm going to cause my family and friends, but that alone isn't good enough anymore. What's the point when the future only holds more pain and suffering? What would you do if you knew, with absolute certainty, that your future situation isn't going to get any better? I know my answer.