So I've been seriously suicidal on/off for the last couple weeks. I found this website a couple days ago looking for a website to help encourage me to commit suicide, "really no joke". Since then I've been up and down. Anyway, I've started reading others' stories -- wow life can suck. I totally understand why some of these people are depressed like me. Really. This is a depressing website for real. I guess that's why I am still here. I am seriously depressed.