I remember when I used to sit there hitting refresh on my browser. I don't even care to look at the forums i used to view all the time anymore. I didn't think it would ever come, but it no longer has a hold on me like it did before, I hope it stays that way. I don't know if ill even be around to answer this thread. I need to focus on making a new life for myself, shedding anything that drags me down.