I know the end is coming soon. I have begun writing letters to people in my head, and planning out my will. Right now it is just in my head but the urge to actually write them is growing stronger and stronger. Yes I have a plan. I know exactly what I will do and where. I have decided that I won't do it in my home because I don't want neighbors to be involved anymore than they will already be (I have very nosy neighbors). As I am putting everything together I am actually feeling better which I also know is a sign that the end is near.