walked across the bridge...its so beautiful almost sureal, the mist moving past the IDS building, and the wells fargo building glowing gold...I talked with my mom, she is worried, i guess she can tell when her son isnt right. Im really wanting to just go ahead and do it tonight...but i do so enjoy spinning...
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Yes, mums know before you even say anything. Nice to hear you had a nice stroll thru the city....the skyscrapers always enahnce the city's beauty. I'm going to google that bridge as I think I know which one it is....
Please take a few moments to regroup and really understand those emotinally charge feelings that send us flying....in the line of fire, we tend to run. You know?
My boss spins too...what kind of music do you specialize in?
Please take a few moments to regroup and really understand those emotinally charge feelings that send us flying....in the line of fire, we tend to run. You know?
My boss spins too...what kind of music do you specialize in?
I Spin Goth/Industrial/EBM/Darkwave/Aggro Tech/and Psy Trance. I DJ at Ground Zero one of the bigger goth clubs in the american Goth scene.
The bridge I speak of collapsed a few years ago...killed several people, they rebuilt it and its one of the more beautiful bridges in the city...the have hidden led blue lights all over the thing.
The bridge I speak of collapsed a few years ago...killed several people, they rebuilt it and its one of the more beautiful bridges in the city...the have hidden led blue lights all over the thing.
oh yeah, I remembe that collapse!!!! This is the new one right?
http://www.onu.edu/org/asce/images/I-35Bridge2.jpg
oh wow, how old are you? sounds like spinnning if our joy and passion?
http://www.onu.edu/org/asce/images/I-35Bridge2.jpg
oh wow, how old are you? sounds like spinnning if our joy and passion?
Once upon a time did you drink alot.....my gf's exbf was a Dj and they use to drink heavily....always the fast nite life..never a slow moment.
When you feel the life has been sucked out, it's time to step back and recharge.....start doing the little things that build us back up....like the walk you did tonite....onee thing I learned, was to breathe correctly. Drink water! Rest as it is crucial.
When you feel the life has been sucked out, it's time to step back and recharge.....start doing the little things that build us back up....like the walk you did tonite....onee thing I learned, was to breathe correctly. Drink water! Rest as it is crucial.
Wow has it been some time since I seen you on here Gothic... You might remember me as Mrdepressed.. I have wondered what was up for you these past few years. I was hoping that your not being here was a good sign.
I am sorry to hear that things are not doing well for you and I really hope that you are able to find it in you to keep on spinning and coming here..
There is possibilities for things to look up and get better in life.
I am sorry to hear that things are not doing well for you and I really hope that you are able to find it in you to keep on spinning and coming here..
There is possibilities for things to look up and get better in life.
well i just took some sleeping pills...not an attempt, just need my sleep...not sleeping much in 4 days sucks...but that was an hour ago and the pills are outa date so...i dont think they are working...
I used to drink alot, but not much anymore, although i plan on tomorrow just getting all F'ed up...thats the best way to do it...right?
its good to see you to man.:sleepy:
I used to drink alot, but not much anymore, although i plan on tomorrow just getting all F'ed up...thats the best way to do it...right?
its good to see you to man.:sleepy:
well my roomate knows my plans, and i think he is in awe. we had a long talk...and I still feel the way i do, he knows this and is unwilling to let me out of his sight. I will dj my massive set and say goodbye...now where i go from there...i have no clu. Is it back home with various methods there, could take a stroll to the bridge........or on the way, i could just pissoff one of Minneapolis's finest.
I can say that things will get better, and it isn't an empty promise.
The trick is that you need to make them better. Once you realize that you can empower yourself you'll start to see things change for the better. Start to work on a more positive attitude, make some lemonade. One way that I did it was for 30 days, I wore a thick elastic rubber band and every time I had a negative thought, I would snap it on my wrist. After I got a huge welt on my wrist, my thought process started changing.
Focus on one thing you want to change about yourself, and work from there. It's not an easy process really, but you need to get started somewhere. After you pick out that one thing, go out and search for studies on it, Google it, ask strangers on the internet. Looking at things individually instead of a gigantic project can go a long way. Trust me, if I can do it, you can do it.
The trick is that you need to make them better. Once you realize that you can empower yourself you'll start to see things change for the better. Start to work on a more positive attitude, make some lemonade. One way that I did it was for 30 days, I wore a thick elastic rubber band and every time I had a negative thought, I would snap it on my wrist. After I got a huge welt on my wrist, my thought process started changing.
Focus on one thing you want to change about yourself, and work from there. It's not an easy process really, but you need to get started somewhere. After you pick out that one thing, go out and search for studies on it, Google it, ask strangers on the internet. Looking at things individually instead of a gigantic project can go a long way. Trust me, if I can do it, you can do it.
I finnaly got some sleep...ive tried looking for goodness, looking for something to keep me going...My plan will happen tonight...either it works, or I get arrested, or committed...but something has to happen, anything(even if that means nothing), has to break me from this pain, this torment...Im just so tired.:lone:
I can tell you how your Mum will feel if you do this....
her world will collapse..she will fall into the biggest black hole of grief...
she will feel guilt, blame, anger, grief, depression, etc...
she will never be the same again...
she will probably want to join you....
life as she knew it would be over.....
there will be no word in the alphabet to describe how she feels....
don't hurt yourself....
go get help now...
go talk to your mum if it stops you..
just do something to stay and try to get better...
her world will collapse..she will fall into the biggest black hole of grief...
she will feel guilt, blame, anger, grief, depression, etc...
she will never be the same again...
she will probably want to join you....
life as she knew it would be over.....
there will be no word in the alphabet to describe how she feels....
don't hurt yourself....
go get help now...
go talk to your mum if it stops you..
just do something to stay and try to get better...
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