Everything I say, do, think or feel is wrong! I can't do anything right, I used to know if I was justified and now I don't even know when I am right or wrong anymore...!! H, daughter and son argue with everything I say or do so I might as well not be here! Anyone else would have more chance of getting it right than me. I feel uncertain about everything... shaking and scared and need to just surrender, surely its natural to retreat and give up when kicked enough.
Any conversation,sms,email, post leaves me in utter turmoil, terrified of making things worse, say something I believe to be right and then it turns out to be wrong!
Its times like this that it would be easier to just not be... then no one would have an isuue with me and I wouldn't have all the turmoil of questioning,debating...
I am soo..oo..oo..ooo tired! So had enough!!!
Any conversation,sms,email, post leaves me in utter turmoil, terrified of making things worse, say something I believe to be right and then it turns out to be wrong!
Its times like this that it would be easier to just not be... then no one would have an isuue with me and I wouldn't have all the turmoil of questioning,debating...
I am soo..oo..oo..ooo tired! So had enough!!!