2nd thought good part of what is wrong with me is that I got f###ed when I shouldn't have been!!! Another time.. Been fighting the urges to pull the usual and order more tv seasons on DVD which I will not live long enuf to ever watch!!! Logged onto amazon again today and almost started shopping again..bit of horse sense prevailed and I stopped!!! Shopping been less recently and logged on to my credit cards websites and realized amounts owing now is lowest in years.. I pay amount owing in full each month for ages.. Maybe time to make 2nd apt with new therapist kristi and talk some??? Then again maybe I do not want to talk about underlying reasons why I do this!!!