What the heLL am I doing here??sitting here with my shinny razor and wanting to cut so *badly*!I have no reason to feel like this way none!I feel aLL my body aching, and I wanna vomit I wanna scream I want to separate my skin from my body and I have a feeling that I won't feel anything!!I don't give a shit about tomorrow!!I have no reason to live or *even* I don't have a reason to die than why I am feeling like this way??oh god would U kill me plz?:sad: I am a LOSER WEAK WEAK UNABLE TO LIVE FUCKED UP UGLY disgusting!! *pathetic..oh..*cry* cut..oh just want to cut till I have no blood to shed!here my arm..and my razor but I know if I start..nothing can stop me!! nothing makes any sense to me..nothing makes any sense.. just cold..and dark.. nothing makes any sense.. I am fading away..