I hate this. This whole "life" thing. I don't see anything good happening and, I'm fed up of being told to just wait for things to get better because I've been waiting and waiting and NOTHING has happened. I am living for my best friend. My best friend who I also happen to be in love with, but who has a boyfriend. And now I've never felt so alone. Jealousy, maybe, but whatever.. I want everything to STOP. I don't want to go to Uni. Or even THINK about a future right now. I am 17 years old and all I want is for time to stop... So I can just hide away in bed for days on end... I am just so... Ugh. I don't even know... Sorry.