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Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by fms, May 26, 2009.

  1. fms

    fms Well-Known Member

    I hate this.
    This whole "life" thing.
    I don't see anything good happening and, I'm fed up of being told to just wait for things to get better because I've been waiting and waiting and NOTHING has happened.
    I am living for my best friend.
    My best friend who I also happen to be in love with, but who has a boyfriend.
    And now I've never felt so alone.
    Jealousy, maybe, but whatever.. I want everything to STOP.
    I don't want to go to Uni.
    Or even THINK about a future right now.
    I am 17 years old and all I want is for time to stop...
    So I can just hide away in bed for days on end...
    I am just so...
    I don't even know...
  2. AlexDanish

    AlexDanish Account Closed

    Hey fms...

    I know exactly how you're feeling. I'm 17 as well. And for the past 2 or 3 years, people have been telling me over and over that things will get better, or that I have so much to live for, and you know...

    And I've been almost in the same situation as you. I've been in love with my best friend for a long time. And I've watched her go from one guy to the next since.

    You're not alone :hug:

    If you want to talk, just send a pm my way... I can relate to most of everything you're saying