A little back story... I was prescribed xanax for my panic attacks two years ago, the dosage has slowly increased due to tolerance and the fact that I began taking it daily instead of as needed a year ago. I'm currently supposed to be taking 1.5mg daily and in the last 6 months or so I've been taking way too many. I can't believe I keep doing this to myself, I just got my prescription filled a week ago and it's almost gone, it's supposed to last me a month and my psychiatrist is getting fed up with me refilling it early. What's worse is he just upped my dosage and I still ended up in this situation. It's absolutely ridiculous, I have no refills so I have to call him up and ask him to call the pharmacy when I want it refilled and I just can't bear thinking about that conversation. "Hey, doc, I took 90 pills in 10 days, can I have some more?" I really have no idea what I'm going to do. Probably die. I hate myself for taking too much. I hate that I'm so dependent on this shit to get me through the day without panicking. I hate that I have to worry about having a seizure if I don't take it. I hate that I was ever prescribed it.