Well it was Christmas Eve, I was crying at my mother's because I felt so alone and my mom came in and told me to stop fu*king crying that she was trying to watch tv and I was getting my mascara on the sheets that she just cleaned them. Her nagging voice ripped through me like a million bees and mosquitoes attacking me at once, so I screamed for her to shut up and she came and punched me sooooo bad in my nose. Now I have like a bump in my nose. I tried calling my dad. He was busy having dinner at his mother's house with my two younger half brothers. He was supposed to invite me but never did. Anyway, he came by for 5 minutes then started to panic that he had to go back home and he was busy and not well. Once again, emotionally unavailable father and psychotic mother. Merry Christmas to all! I'm so happy I will be back in my husband's arms in a few days. Seeing my crazy family really made me appreciate him sooooo much. Even if his family are sometimes standoffish towards me,at least they are not crazy like my family. Still, I am thankful for him and all the people I've met through him. His friends are the kindest people I ever met. It just sucks that now my nose looks bumped and cut from my mother knocking me out. I wanted to look ok and now I look terrible. My mother has tried to destroy my marriage for 1 year. She calls my husband so many names including ugly, which is ridiculous because everybody who meets my husband says he is handsome. She needs help. She abuses and blackmails me. Yesterday again she threatens to tell my husband that I am a *****. It is really so pathetic. I wish she would move on with her life and remarry. She never married again after him and she judges every guy she meets. She only wants somebody super good rich and movie star good looking. Not to mention, she doesn't like older gentlemen. She likes only guys her own age and young guys. Good luck on that. As for my dad, he was always unavailable and a womanizer. He is a family with his sons and has Christmas dinner with them. I'm his only daughter and first born and he treats me like a stranger.