I cant deal with this pain. Have been putting up with it my whole life. Nothing from it to gain. Always something to lose. Needs to stop. So that I can be free. Other wise, I might to something drastic and be truly free. Free from pain. Pain of sexual discrimination. Pain of my weight. Cant do this no more. Nothing to make it right. Only one end in sight. Told that it's not right. It may not be right for those who say its wrong. But whose to say that it's not right for me?