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so...been 11 years since these feelings have crept up...11 yrs since i wound up pronounced dead from monoxide poisinin only to be brought back...now..these feelings r back...i blame noone...dont want attention...noone suspects anything...happy go lucky u know...life of the party...enjoy laying in the dark...feels like a comforting blanket again...never thought i'd be posting on the internet...feels good tho...say anything here and they'd ship me off...thatd be worse..cant have that...wont...keep smilin...they cant hear the screamin in my head...my soul shredding itself