Yes... i absolutely hate everything around me. You'd think that i wouldnt seeing as i am 16 on Wednesday... but i am close to snapping. I hate birthdays and Christmas. I've been thinking suicide since October, and have "blueprinted" countless ways to do it. I don't go out and don't leave the computer as it keeps me sane... yet everytime a parent boots me off i kill them in my imagination... i really hate them. I hate many of my peers from school and hopefully if i get the IT job that i applied for... it keeps me away from 8 'til 5. I'm pretty certain that i am mentally unstable... i have weird thoughts now and again and keep telling myself that nothing is worth it... i often think of myself as a potential murderer... i have the built-up rage in there... I don't need your meaningless sympathy... its the internet for f*ck sake. Maybe try to leave something in here that i'd enjoy reading over and over. And to all the people thinking i'm over-reacting... F*CK YOU. WHERE THE F*CK DO YOU THINK WE ARE... HAPPY.COM/YAYIMHAPPY. ; TRY TO GO SOMEWHERE WHERE PEOPLE LIKE MORONS LIKE YOU. Thanks for reading and probably posting back... Gav, 15.