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yeah right.

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thing is. I just can't be bothered to answer phonecalls, to answer emails, to answer texts. To move my butt out of my bed. To eat. To drink (unless it's alcohol).

All I can do is sleep, cry, drink alcohol, use drugs, selfharm, listen to music and work on the one thing that keeps me going.

There's only 3 persons whom I can be bothered to even talk with and even that costs me sooo much efford.

I'm too tired
Too tired to go on, yet too tired to end it all.

I'm stuck and can't talk about my feelings cos I dont really know what I'm feeling myself.

All I want is to .... go... fade away....

I'm so lost and dont know how much longer I can take this. I think I'm going to head to them. it's about time....

blah blah

I know who this is and guess what im heading there with ya.

So maybe i'll see you there eh.
I feel much the same. Although I only bother to talk to one person really. I can't even talk to the person I want to. I leave the house about once a week and that's for therapy. I only get out of bed and eat etc cos my mum makes me. But like you I'm too tired to end it...

Sorry I'm not much help, but you aren't alone in feeling like this. Take care.
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