I feel like a worthless piece of scum and no one would, or rather, SHOULD care if I was to die. I know it's an awful thing to say, but it's true. I can't do anything right, everything I do is wrong, wrong, wrong. My best efforts are turned to shit. I get shot down for expressing my opinion. I panic whenever I hear my dad walking because I wonder "What have I done now?" Walking on eggshells waiting for him to pick at something so stupid another row will erupt. Each day is the same. Same old fucking crap in this house. I'm trying not to cry considering he is sitting at the other end of the room. If I cry he will say I'm 19 and I should grow up and stop being such a baby. I'm fed up of him being fake around people. Playing happy families. I'm fed up of being everyones slave. I'm fed up of being walked all over. I'm fed up of being called names. Taken advantage of. I'm fed up of putting my trust in people only for that to be thrown back in my face. I'm a worthless failure, and I feel like giving up. I'm tired of all this crap... I was going to put this in my ranting thread, but decided here instead as I feel so shit I'm hoping for some support or nice words from you lovely people.