This past week, I haven't been online a lot because I've simply been keeping myself to myself. This past month has been difficult, overhelmed with guilty, crying myself to sleep everynight wishing I wouldn't wake up in the morning. I haven't been online for a while, it's good to know that no one missed me. No one would miss me if I was to end my life, and I really feel like doing so. I have nothing to live for.