i have tried it a few times, yes. It's not worth it. There's always a reason to live on, to live another day. These are the things I was told. I ignored all of them. Worst part is family caught me every time. They never think they are attempts just ignore my actions. I am stupid to expect them to see. I would miss sf to much. It's nice here, even if I was stupid enough to break site rules. I am a mess up but at least I have someone helping me through hard times. Or so I thought.