Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by black_rose_13, Sep 22, 2007.

  1. when i think about it all, do i actually want to be alive? do i care if i dont wake up tomorrow?

    i wont have kids, i wont get married i wont have a life i wont have any of that because im such a horrible person.

    i havent cut in so long, then i go and find a blade . 1 left. ive hidden it again but i want it so dam much.

    i want to get off my section so i cant tell them how i feel.

    i no i can keep myself safe . but i dont want my life. whose to say i have to?
    so much in my head. sigh. whys it so dam hard?
  2. they no to much now. i am NOT staying in hospital again. NOT.

    i hate life.