yes, yes, yes

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by MoAnamCara, Mar 31, 2013.

  1. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok. I’m ok.


    hoping if I say it enough, it'll keep the demons at bay this evening. blah.
     
  2. Much afraid

    Much afraid Well-Known Member

    Hi Mo! Say it and believe it. And add to it "I am a treasure!" Because you are a treasure; a treasure to me and others you have met and still others who have not had the privilege of meeting you yet. ♥ ♥ ♥
     
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I do that too hun I do hope you feel better after saying it over and over hun You are more then ok hun here hugs
     
  4. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Thank you both...

    Why do I continue to open up to others, believe their promises of being there and ultimately be let down. Again...? I swear, this has got to stop. :'(
     
  5. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    They say you have to kiss a lot of frogs to get a prince...I have warts too...but, without opening up we miss so much
     
  6. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    :censored:
     
  7. Much afraid

    Much afraid Well-Known Member

    I agree with Sadeyes plus someone once told me that we can't recognize joy if we've never had sorrow(s). I suppose there is some truth to that. One day I think we will all be very, very, very joyous. ;)
     
  8. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Opening up can hurt... I think most of us have found that out. But it can also lead to friendship and trust, which makes it all worth it. :hug: I'm sorry you've been let down, you don't deserve that.
     
  9. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Well recently it was a friend but today it was family. I tried. But it backfired.

    Thanks, take care.
     
  10. flowers

    flowers Senior Member

    Mo, family does not deserve you. I know my words to not make it better. Sometimes every time we are turned away by family its another loss. another punch to the heart. Another sorrow. sometimes peoples hearts are so closed that they harm others. You deserve better than that. I also agree with what the folks above have said. A closed heart is a horrible price to pay for having been hurt. I do wish life were less painful. You have had your share of pain, And then some.
     
  11. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Thanks, flowers. It is what it is. I need to come to terms with it and move on from wanting something that won't ever exist.
     
  12. flowers

    flowers Senior Member

    Mo, yet another thing to grieve. :(
     
  13. BornFree

    BornFree Well-Known Member

    Oh no I hope I havent hurt you in my selfish isolation & withdrawal. You are awesome Miss & deservs happiness & all thats good. I do hope that seeing so many who care so much for you will help ease the pain bit by bit till the pain is less & joy is much more I for one feel priveledged to have met you here...