Yesterday, today, no more tomorrows please

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by itmahanh, Jul 28, 2009.

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  1. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    Yesterday I grabbed on to a hand and held on tight for 2 hours. You know who you are and thank you. But I wasted your time. Once I got home someone stayed at my home til I fell asleep so they knew my youngest and I would be safe. Today is a new day. No more hands I cant put anyone through that again. And I cant put myself through another day of the hurts that I shouldnt have to be taking. The lost love. The lost friends. The explainations that never come. The emptiness. So I break my own promise to wait til my home sells. Just another hurt I dont want to have to be there to see, to feel. No hope and most of all no reason to hang on for more. Wow how appropiate on the radio Waiting by city_in_color. So I hold my head up high.....
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Just sending caring and loving thoughts and please PM me if I can be there for you...big hugs, J
  3. triggs

    triggs Account Closed

    :hug: please reach out again - it's worth it! xx
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    You can stay safe hold our hands again for the sake of your youngest one for your sake hold on Youhave people who care here you have friends here so please hold on to us. PLease
  5. Acy

    Acy Mama Bear - TLC, Common Sense Staff Member Safety & Support

    Heya, grab onto my hand anytime - holding it out for you - just grab it! :hug:
  6. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    keep reaching out Carla :hug: You have a lot of support behind you :)
  7. itmahanh

    itmahanh Senior Member & Antiquities Friend

    I still cant really remember much or know what happened yesterday. But I've got my mental health worker telling me today she cant stop me. So wait for the next opportunity.
  8. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    Carla, I know if I were around you and you needed a hand to hold to get you through, I would not hesitate to give it to you every day. I would offer it every day for as long as it takes. I know your friends feel no differently. I so wish I could wrap you up in caring and comfort until you could feel the love and compassion necessary for you to find peace in living. I would wish all the pain and hurt away, even if it meant taking it on myself. Please don't give up. :hug:
  9. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Hey Sis, Gentlelady has hit the nail square on the head.. There are so many people here who love you!!You know my hand is always there for you.. Unfortunately we are on line at different times.. You know my email address and that is up and running all day and into the evenings..I am here for you and you know I will listen!!! I love you Sis!!!
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