Yesterday i saw another self harmer. Their cuts looked fresh, just a few hours old, but they made no attempt to cover them. I dont think they saw me notice, i dont think they cared. I used to keep mine hidden because i didnt want the attention, i just wanted to stop hurting. It made me think about mine and the feelings it gave me. I've sat running my fingers along my scars and suddenly its all hit me. All over again. Atleast i had some control on the pain i feel.