Well it was my twin brother’s and my birthday was yesterday! We turned 20 years old, and I’m not too sure how I should feel right now. I have not seen my family in two years including my twin brother. That defiantly breaks my heart. I fear I’ll never see them again, that's all I wanted for my birthday. I live right now with my father and his wife witch would be my stepmother... I can't take this place no more their Mormon faith and they didn't even say happy birthday to me. My life, where it's at now is a mess. I’ve been trying to clean it up but I feel like making a bigger MESS!