I had this set of knives in a holder sitting on the sink in front of me. I had them out for protection but as I was sitting looking at them I had this strong urge to slit my wrist. Saw the vivid images in my head. It is a concern because I am visualizing it so vividly but the thought of the pain and a few other things stops me. the urge to use the knives to end it all was stronger than before. It really gets to me because we all have our breaking points and I've survived so much and wonder where mine is.