Like the title says, ive set a tenative date to end it on Sunday. Recent events in my life have reaffirmed to me that even when i actually try to be positive, something will always bring me back down. No matter what i do, i am always met with failure and diapointment. I mean whats the point of continuing on if i know ill just fail in whatever i try to do? and the lonliness and PTSD doesnt help things either. I dont even know why im posting this shit here. All of you will undoubtedly be better off once my loser ass is gone. all i ever do is make other peoples lives worse. Wow, ive managed to make myself feel even worse. I feel like screaming and crying at the same time.