Hi Guys – I've been a member for a couple of weeks now but I've only just felt able to post an intro. Looking at the posts I appear to be a little older than most people here (I'm in my forties), but I guess that age is no barrier to suicidal thoughts. I've been suffering from depression for about 5 years now and have done all the usual things - therapy, counseling and of course good old anti depressants which don't appear to be doing any good at the moment. I've had one attempt at suicide but it was only half hearted. Problem is I want to end it all but am scared of not doing it properly. Anyway, looking forward to getting involved in the forum Bye for now.