Hi to all. My name is Jill and I suffer from depression and anxiety. I am 45 and have suffered from depression for at least 17 years and tried many meds, at least a dozen. Currently I am barely stable on a combination of an ssri plus antipsychotic. I am sick of the med-go-round and have almost lost hope that anything can be found that will truly help me. I have also tried several kinds of therapy including CBT and ACT. Currently doing CBT again. As for my interests, I like knitting and love cats, and one of my kitties is in my lap right now. Hope to get to know you all better soon. OH and BTW, my avatar and my username are both from the old BBC TV show Robin of Sherwood. Lady Wolfshead is Maid Marian and means lady outlaw.