He had a really hard life. =[ Like overly.
He broke his back when i was born and the doctors said he couldn't hold me, and he was like FKUUUU and held me, and then when i turned about 10, he had three heart attacks, and then the year after two brain seizures, then his body just started to like...hate him. He couldn't work, and that's what he's always loved, and he couldn't support us anymore and it drove him to that i guess. >.< He hated not being able to be a real dad... i don't know really. He said loser numerous times in the note, which made me mad. ..fl;kdsgjkhkl