Sound familiar? A girl I was recently sort of seeing even said I better tell her next time I have a day like that. Doesn't really matter what that was, I suffer anxiety and I'm constantly suicidal so I guess it was worse than usual. She broke off our non-thing, saying she wasn't ready for a relationship. I'm not either, I haven't got over the one that ended disastrously 2 and a half years ago. I don't want that girl back but she was so cruel it did something to me including making any new relationship almost impossible. Anyway the current girl wanted to be friends, this is great, I'm desperate for friends here. But only texted me back if I texted her first and then only texted her back when I sent her a worried text about feeling shit or hurting myself. Today I decided she must want nothing to do with me so I said sorry and tried to end the friendship. She mistook this for a suicide note and said "Don't you fucking dare, go to hospital I'm calling you when I get home". I told her she misunderstood and because I have text tourettes especially when people don't reply have explained a few more times too. She never called, never replied, never anything. The next one (and its always girls who want to know) I'm not telling a thing. I'll tell her facts like I'm on this med and I dropped out last year cos... but no feelings, no wanting to die, nothing. Then she'll probably leave me because I'm too closed off. Can't win.