So I'll clue you in. Alot of my family has died. My uncle Greg was hit by a truck, whilst sleepin on the side of the road, in his car. My aunt Mona died from cancer. My great Grandma died of a broken heart after her husband passed away. And my grandma died of a heart attack. Here's the worst: I watched my mother die! I was 3 yrs. old. She was lying on the couch. She suddenly went into convulsions..... then went still. She was dead(OD). This memory will never leave me. And you wonder why I want drugs all the time?