You haven't got a clue

Discussion in 'Grief and Bereavement' started by WhyMeWhy, Nov 16, 2007.

  1. WhyMeWhy

    WhyMeWhy Well-Known Member

    So I'll clue you in. Alot of my family has died. My uncle Greg was hit by a truck, whilst sleepin on the side of the road, in his car. My aunt Mona died from cancer. My great Grandma died of a broken heart after her husband passed away. And my grandma died of a heart attack. Here's the worst:
    I watched my mother die! I was 3 yrs. old. She was lying on the couch. She suddenly went into convulsions..... then went still. She was dead(OD). This memory will never leave me. And you wonder why I want drugs all the time?
  2. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    :hug: Why.

    I am so sorry for your pain and loss. I know it doesn't compare to what you have been through but I have also lost someone VERY close to me from cancer...and like you I watched them die in front of me. :sad: It's not something we are going to forget but taking drugs aren't the answer. I'm not having a go...I turned to self-harm to escape the memories. Anyway, this thread isn't about me....if you would like to talk please feel free to PM me or something