Fuck life, and fuck you all. All you do is throw bullshit at me and yet I take it. Not anymore though. I didn't want any of this to happen. I never meant to hurt her. I loved her, and still do. I don't want her to go but she's already gone. She left me, and already she's moving on. So am I, except I'm gonna go to a place where I deserve to fucking be - Hell. I hate this place so fucking much, and I hate myself. I don't know what I'm gonna do. I have <Mod Edit-methods> - so many choices, and I wanna do them all. I wanna do them now, I want to die, and end EVERYONE'S pain.