I want to be a senseless tool who does nothing for others unless it benefits my uppity, bougie, rich upper middle-class, privileged ass who never had to struggle for a god damned thing. I have a dream. What a fucking asshole.
Try doing some positive talk to yourself okay because you are not an asshole you are a caring person and you can become anything you want not just a useless tool but a someone that makes a difference in a lot of people lives. You have a dream and i am sure it is not what is stated so be good to you and start being kind to you okay stop attacking yourself so viciously.