Saying that I care, sending hugs, saying that I am sorry for what happened is appearently RIDICULOUS, it was said TOO many times to mean anything. Well I give up. Some people really mean it you know, but I quess it doesn't matter. I don't know what some people expect. This is not a place if you are seeking professional help. Noone can tell you the exact solution for your problem here. EVERYONE has problems here too. SUPPORT is offered all the time, yes, all the time, and some people just DON'T appreciate it. Do I have to excuse myself for sending a hug?? For caring enough to answer your post? I JUST GIVE UP!!!!!