I'm human too. I can't stand up to abuse day in and day out and not be affected. I have no idea how you could possibly think what you are doing is OK. Stop saying you love me. Stop saying you care. Stop saying you would be devastated if I killed myself. You turn around and refute it all. I fall for it every single time. You know I do. It's too much. I'm not perfect. I will never be. But I will never quit trying. You, however, will never stop looking for errors in me. Stop. Just leave me be. Let me be free. Let me live my life.