You know...

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by Zueri, May 7, 2007.

  1. Zueri

    Zueri Well-Known Member

    I'm human too. I can't stand up to abuse day in and day out and not be affected. I have no idea how you could possibly think what you are doing is OK.
    Stop saying you love me. Stop saying you care. Stop saying you would be devastated if I killed myself. You turn around and refute it all.
    I fall for it every single time. You know I do. It's too much.
    I'm not perfect. I will never be. But I will never quit trying. You, however, will never stop looking for errors in me.
    Stop. Just leave me be. Let me be free. Let me live my life.
  2. Zueri

    Zueri Well-Known Member


    Threaten to kill me for voicing my opinion, why don't you? I'll never for get that. Never. Not in a million years. I'm glad you were serious.
    Maybe you'll do good on your threat, daddie dearest?
    I sure hope so.
  3. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni

    :hug: :hug: :hug:

    Going from what I know about Dads...they suck at mindreading. He may have no idea what you really feel and how badly his actions are affecting you. Although I could also be wrong too... I hope things look up for you, they sound so stressful as it is. :hug:

  4. Fathers can be so mean. :hug: Syiah
  5. :arms: i hope your as okay as possible hun x
  6. Zueri

    Zueri Well-Known Member

    I shall try.

    However, he threatened to kill me while brandishing a knife...