you make me want to die

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by the_dream, Oct 18, 2006.

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  1. the_dream

    the_dream Guest

    about a month or so ago i tried to leave this site and never come back but im such a loser weakling that i came back, i came back because i thought that i was going to kill someone or kill myself because i normaly start off the day hateing everyone and wanting to kill people that i barely know anything about even people i thought i cared abou, they become my enemy and i want to kill them then the day goes on and i get demoralized afer a free for all of ass holes proving to me that this world is so fucked i should just put a bullet in my head because there is nothing you can do im so tired of the same bastards i got angry at school today and fliped a shit so they took me asaide and searched me for alchool im so fucking tired of the people on this earth they really make me want to die but if i say anything they fucking take me away because its not acceptable to be angry which makes me even more angry which makes me punch myself in the face untill bastard motherfuckers either laugh or i get in trouble, im not even free to beat myself up anymore im so tired of the way this fucked world is
     
  2. the_dream

    the_dream Guest

    oh yeah nad if you somehow know who i am outside these forums: fuck you, you most likely make me want to <mod edit: bunny - methods>
     
    Last edited: Oct 20, 2006
  3. bunny

    bunny Staff Alumni

    anger can be acceptable, its just how you show your anger, i used to lash out at people i knew very easily if i was upset but now ive learnt its much easier for people to understand how im feeling and help me out if i try to stay calm

    bunny
     
  4. the_dream

    the_dream Guest

    yeah it is nice to stay calm but im tired of it and its pointless
     
  5. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni

    Hun!!! :hug: Have been wondering how you are... sorry I missed this thread before, I havent really looked at the forums lately coz I've had no time. That said though, I'm still here for you if you need.. miss talking to ya. :hug:

    TDM
     
  6. the_dream

    the_dream Guest

    yeah im still trying to keep away as much as i can but its hard to stay away, thanks
     
  7. ~CazzaAngel~

    ~CazzaAngel~ Staff Alumni

    Hey hun, I am sorry you feel this way, life just doesn't seem fair sometimes, well most of the time. I am sorry you feel that way. It's hard to live life with all that pain and anger. If you ever need to talk, just PM me and I will listen, keep venting hun, don't hold it in.... go to "let it out" and say everything in your head that you've been holding that is hurting you.


    Try and sta safe hun....And your not weak, it actually makes you a very strong person to reach out......Remember that. :hug:



    I am here if you need me.






    ~Carolyn~:rose:
     
  8. TLA

    TLA Antiquitie's Friend

    miss you dream.
    take care,


    TLA
     
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