YOU SHALL KNOW ME RESTRAIN As I lie still, in the dead of night, The dark is absolute, just that, more, Or less, The sound of my heart beating, is Setting its own rhythm, Playing its own beat, to a tune, No longer heard, My meditation is my own, mine, To do with as I will, Tonight, yes, tonight, Let me free myself once again, From, The shackles of this mortal carcass, The restraint of this body, escape, The chains of my mortality. RELEASE The clock ticks, passively, tick, Tock, tick, Time is nigh, am I deep enough? Tock, tick, Deeper, deeper, ever deeper, To fly, I must delve, Go deep, deeper, deeper, Finally, release, delectable in its substance, Delicious in its piquancy, Freedom, To fly, high, in clouds, Of finest gossamer, Melt into the stratosphere of stars, Moon casting shadows across the plains, Thermals pushing higher, Geography rushes below, ever, Increasing speed. TRANSFORMATION Floating on soft satin breezes, Lighter than silk in essence, Obscure images, flash before the event, The future, the past, Here and now, presently, yet not, North by North East, destination anonymous, South, to mountains beyond seas, East, West, merge in parallel toward, Heaven, Hell, further? Resplendent, brilliant, Metamorphosis, transcends time, True liberation, forced, Complete, precise, Identity regained once again, Coherent of character, Semblance of affinity within, Repeatedly whole once again. ILLUSTRATION Picture in the minds glorious eye, Images, mirrors of, my, Hideous, repulsive reflection, Portrait of silent perfection, Sculptured, chiseled features, Abhorrent, execrable creature, Loathsome, debauched, corruption, Sensual beauty, of handsome eruption, Ghoulish, deformed apparition, Exquisit, refined, graceful cognition, Baleful, malignant hallucination, Seductive, inviting aberration, Perversion of body, distortion of personality, Exalted, inhabitant of immorality. DESTRUCTION Wanton in effort, From within, hatred boils forth, Expressed, despair riegns, Hopeless, Unrelenting, Incessant, Fear, would steal the heart, Fear, crippled minds, Fear, blinds sightless eyes, Fear, beguiler of souls, Fathom the depths of fear, Fraternize, befriend, Comprehend, appreciate, Fear, animated, palpable, Fear I, Fear my coming, Fear my arrival, Bedlam, Chaos, my only, Brothers, Brethren, Lay this earth to waste. JUDGEMENT For I am Fear, Born of, Creation itself, Prelude of genesis, Forefather, Precursor, Harbinger of the fates, To my only sons, Jehovah, Beelzebub, This devine kingdom, King of Kings, For I am fear, You shall know me, Quake before my name, Judge me not, for, I am fear, no man, Nor beast, Shall defeat my cause, Answer, I? To whom? I am fear, and, You shall know me.