You don't care about me do you? Yeah you say you do, but you dont. You'll never know how many times I have hidden how I'm feeling in order to help you. Or how many times you've triggered me, and I've still stuck around to listen. Afterall, it's what I'm here for right Don't get me wrong, you have helped me loads in the past, listened to me, and kept me safe. I thank you for that, but recently... I don't know what I can do anymore. I think I've helped, I think I've gotten through to you. And then you tell me what you've done. That you've asked someone that. You text me to say goodbye. How do you think that makes me feel??? I didnt sleep last night, worrying over whether you were going to do something. But you dont think about the effect its having on me, do you. I cant do this anymore, I have my own problems. and yes I did try talking to you about them, but hey, nevermind. How many times have I told you that that one thing triggers me? Yet you still have to tell me, everyday. I'm so close to going back down that route, I'm trying so hard not to, and your text updates etc are really not helping with that. I want you to stay safe, and be happy. I want that more than anything, but I need to be safe too. it's time I dealt with my own problems.