your death, funerals, rituals

anyone else have a violent reaction to having their death being patronised, pissed upon by shows of "grief" and "loss" which, if you have the history that i have which is of chronic abuse and mistreatment from everyone around, family, so called 'friends', and ex's--- it's the last kick in the face even when you're a corpse?

i do not have "loved ones". nobody loves me. but when i die, i will suddenly be "loved". it's easier to show love, care, concern, tenderness when one is dead, but i have a fair feeling it won't be for myself. it will be for the so called 'mourners.'

 

I do not think anyone even know when I die, except my dad because I die close at him. He waiting for me... And anyone from living people could care less...

 

is your dad already dead?

 

:hug:

 

Yep...

He was not good human being... Do not have to be sorry because of him...

 

If I had to be buried next to certain people I hate, I'd do everything I could do when I'm alive, to stop anything like that happening.

 

Lucky I love my dad... I try called him 2 years after he died even I knew he was dead. I had to...

 

OK. It's good you feel comfortable being near your dad when you're dead.

I want to be cremated though. I don't like the idea of me rotting in a box somewhere. Not sure how much I can do when I'm alive to organise funeral arrangements but I'm sure it can be done?

 

I like the thought I become worm poo after they eat me.