Your Fists (May Trigger so becareful)

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by Darkness N Light, May 24, 2007.

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  1. Darkness N Light

    Darkness N Light Staff Alumni

    You punched and punched
    You kicked and you kicked
    You broke my arm
    But you did not break my spirit

    You battered me
    You beat me
    You just about killed me
    All of this just with your two fist

    You threw knives at me
    You hit me with a bat
    You hit me with beer bottles
    You hit me with anything you could

    You were suppost to be my dad
    You were suppost to love me
    Instead you just used your fists
    I never understood why

    I remember being in the hospital
    I remember you threatening to kill me
    I remember you letting your friends do stuff to me
    You were always good with your fists weren't you?

    Why did you do it?
    Why did you hate me so?
    How could you be so damn cruel
    How could you do that to your own flesh in blood?

    Now I don't have a damn thing to do with you
    You no not exsist in my life
    You can call me all you want
    Your not getting what you want

    Come near me with your fists again
    I will protect myself this time
    I am no longer a naive lil girl
    I am a woman who knows it is not right what you do

    Face the facts for once in your life
    You need help and you need it now
    You have already destroyed those who loved you
    Do you want to destroy yourself even more?

    Why couldn't you love me?
    Why wasn't I good enough?
    What did I do to deserve that?
    Why am I still wondering?

    You were my father
    But I no longer think of you that way
    I think you just helped my mom have me
    I have a dad now who loves me and is there for me

    You can never be that person
    So just back out and leave me alone
    Your fist no longer scare me
    You no longer scare me

    Your not worth being scared of
    That is what your aim in life is
    Is to scare anyone you can
    Why are you like that?

    Your fist bloodied me
    Your fist broke me
    Your fist bruised my body
    Your fist will never do it again

    You punched and punched
    You kicked and you kicked
    You broke my arm
    But you did not break my spirit
     
  2. thedeafmusician

    thedeafmusician Staff Alumni

    :hug: :hug: :hug:
     
  3. Spearmint

    Spearmint Well-Known Member

    :hug: :hug: Very moving hon, very touching, and true. :hug:
     
  4. Shadowplay

    Shadowplay Staff Alumni

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