Discussion in 'Welcome' started by zerozeroufo, Sep 20, 2008.

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  1. zerozeroufo

    zerozeroufo Member

    yeah zerozeroufo is a ramones song. i'm a big fan of dee dee. i saw a guy that kinda looked like him pushing a shopping cart today down the street.

    joined this forum 01-07 and it did'nt work or activate or something. that's a real depressing time of year for me but i know it is so i know.

    i grew up suicidal. all the time man. let's move out to nowhere the kids will love it. let's cut off anybody that's positive. hey how about a christian school. some really stupid people. i don't hate them. i never did figure out how to feel. i just knew i did'nt want to grow up screwed up. (watch out for those same hacking your net years down the road. they will always be too stupid to understand and it's a willful stupidity.)

    so i grew up screwed up. oh man i had some horrible jobs. i was supporting myself long before i should have. but that was cool i should have been more independant. sometimes it's best to rely on yourself.

    distraction has kept me going all these years. a few good friends, a couple of them nuts but so. music, punk, blues, reggae... movies, art, books, school when i can afford it. more on the music side i collect vinyl. yeah i saw that movie and no i don't put things in special order. i know about the internet yeah but vinyl keeps me going out even when i'm depressed. something to do in a nutshell. same with books, movies. i guess i added the media addiction into my personality to combat ocd and depression. yeah i'm also add, you can see that in what i'll post. i won't edit it.

    did'nt mean to write this much. i guess i've always been suicidal but no attempts and not planning any. it really is an army of one sometimes. hope i can add to this forum. i can be real negative. so, hello.
  2. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    Hi zero and :welcome: to the forum. I look forward to seeing you around the site.
  3. The_8th_Wonder

    The_8th_Wonder senior Member

    Welcome, glad to see you back!
  4. sakuragirl

    sakuragirl Well-Known Member

    hi, glad to see you here :)
  5. Pingu

    Pingu Well-Known Member

    Welcome to the forum :)
  6. Melancholy

    Melancholy Well-Known Member

    Hey, welcome, finally :tongue:
    I hope you get the support you deserve here. See you around :smile:
  7. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    WElcome :)
    Hope you find the support you need here.
    Take care,
    Lena x
  8. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    :welcome: to the forum
  9. purplefizz

    purplefizz Senior Member

    Welcome to SF! Glad you're finally able to post. :tongue:
  10. Starlite

    Starlite Senior Member

    welcome to SF :smile:
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