So I went to see Dr. Choi. I had to take a blood test and the results are going to come out soon. If nothing is physically wrong with me then I'm going to have to see a pyschiatrist...and maybe take zoloft. I heard that zoloft sucks but my mom took it a while back so I'm going to take it too, maybe. But I'm not suicidal anymore. Actually, I really do want to die. But I don't have the guts to do it myself, so I'm just going to live on with the hope that some criminal is going to do it for me. Speaking of which, there's been couple of helicopters flying around this area, meaning that some criminal might be on loose. Pretty pathetic, huh? What's the odds of a drive-by shooting? I make myself laugh.