A little bit of my mental health experience

[puffymilk]

So I basically spent most of the years 2023-2025 being depressed, lost, and suicidal. And trying to heal as well. Thankfully I got my spark back towards the end of 2025 and now I can say I can live "normally" again. It really does feel great. Just that sometimes I feel like I'm missing out. Those were 2 years I lost because of depression. And at my current age, I'm expected to be all these things and pretty much all I can do now is just live and enjoy it, because I couldn't do that for 2 years. I'm enjoying my life but I do think about it sometimes, and don't know what to do.

 

[may71]

It's understandable that you'd have a sense of loss about those years. I hope you won't worry too much about them though, because then you would lose even more years.