I'm living hard times when I'm going to lose people very dear to me. My entire life I have been used to having those people to be there for me as safe haven. If not physically near me, but still alive in my home country - even far away. They are very old and they had some serious sickness, back pain and neoplasm. I have been thinking they don't have much time anymore.
I have already lost one very important person in my life many years ago, and that will happen to me again. And when that happen, I'm afraid I will lose my all motivation to keep going on in this life and I will never feel myself good again. After that it probably will feel like those people never existed in my life. There will be less and less people who care about me.
I will be VERY lonely in this life ;(
I have already lost one very important person in my life many years ago, and that will happen to me again. And when that happen, I'm afraid I will lose my all motivation to keep going on in this life and I will never feel myself good again. After that it probably will feel like those people never existed in my life. There will be less and less people who care about me.
I will be VERY lonely in this life ;(