Cancer has changed my life to the core. I have found more support here then offline. @Sassy the Wonderful Cat you have been one of my supports that I have. I do not even know how to express the pain that I feel without breaking down. I am not really one to post out in the open but I’m sure I’m not the only one struggling with this. I have an appointment later on today to go over results of how much it’s grown and I’m scared as well as tired. Cancer turned my in to a person who used to work full time to not working at all to going from chemo to home in bed back to chemo back to bed. To anyone else suffering I am sorry your going through it to. To sassy thank you for putting up with me.