dad

[takencontrol]

its been 12 yrs now but it still feels like yesterday. the pain is raw and i miss you so much it hurts so bad. i didnt get to say goodbye and that will haunt me forever. i wish i could turn the clock back and i would try so much harder to see you before you died. god i miss you so much, love you always till we meet again dad.

 

[BornFree]

:hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug::hug:
Thinking of you... xxx

 

[total eclipse]

:hugtackles::hugtackles::hugtackles: sorry you are so sad brownie i hope yu can reach out to love ones around you for comfort hugs

 

[takencontrol]

i never thought missing someone could hurt so much and for so long.....

 

[IV2010]

:hug:
I'm sorry brownie...

 

[takencontrol]

i just wish i could understand why it still feels like yesterday, they say time heals but it doesnt..

 

[Acy]

Thinking of you, Brownie. :hug:

 

[Rukia]

:hug:

 

[takencontrol]

im hurting so bad :sad:

 

[Cute_Angel_Xx]

Losing some to death can be awfully difficult, dealing with death may seem impossible but you need to help yourself. Could you get some couselling? Or support from your Dr?
I know how it is losing a parent not being able say good bye is even more difficult. Making things in memory of your Father may help ssuch as a video or image clip. Take care!
Love you Susan xxxx