I have lately.
I mean, I've needed her maybe more in the last few months than I ever have and she's not fucking here because she couldn't stay off the fucking pills. I know it's, like, three years too late for her to do anything about it. Doesn't change the part of me that says "I need her, she's supposed to be here."
So, am I alone in this, or does anyone else find themselves getting well and truly pissed at loved ones who aren't here anymore to hear about it?
I mean, I've needed her maybe more in the last few months than I ever have and she's not fucking here because she couldn't stay off the fucking pills. I know it's, like, three years too late for her to do anything about it. Doesn't change the part of me that says "I need her, she's supposed to be here."
So, am I alone in this, or does anyone else find themselves getting well and truly pissed at loved ones who aren't here anymore to hear about it?