My name is paul.
Im 50. I think of suicide everyday.
I find life agony, an intense electric, white, pain.
Ive come from a dysfunctional background, and its haunted me. Ive gone through some bad luck in 2022, someone took advantage and oprned me up for money, in the real world not on the Internet. She allowed me to fall in love with her.
Before that, in January i was dumped for a rich 73 yr who is a millionaire.
It brought back alot of emotional vulnerabilities.
I have my mother, but she is schizophrenic so is avery loaded relationship. I dont speak to my brother or sister from my father's second marriage because of dysfunctional behaviour by their patents.
My head is a nightmare. And has been since i was 19,everything got om top of me and i crsshed. Ive bern trying to claw my life back ever since
Im 50. I think of suicide everyday.
I find life agony, an intense electric, white, pain.
Ive come from a dysfunctional background, and its haunted me. Ive gone through some bad luck in 2022, someone took advantage and oprned me up for money, in the real world not on the Internet. She allowed me to fall in love with her.
Before that, in January i was dumped for a rich 73 yr who is a millionaire.
It brought back alot of emotional vulnerabilities.
I have my mother, but she is schizophrenic so is avery loaded relationship. I dont speak to my brother or sister from my father's second marriage because of dysfunctional behaviour by their patents.
My head is a nightmare. And has been since i was 19,everything got om top of me and i crsshed. Ive bern trying to claw my life back ever since
